Life as you know it.

Really do you know it ?

Whats it’s for?

What it means ?

What to do?

Where to do it ?

Life, as I see it is to enjoy yourself – be happy. If that’s having a simple quite life awesome, if that’s traveling the world and being forever alone with a million huskies (not crazy cat lady but crazy dog lady lol jokes) awesome. if it’s sitting at home not fulfilling your wants and dreams then i slightly have a problem but that’s your life not mine all i can do is either be supportive and say nothing or be supportive and say something like “do what you want”

anyways I have no idea why I’m rambling probably has something to do with the fact that I’m bored and emotional and then this happens.

I’m just saying only you yourself can create happiness by your thoughts and actions combined – you can’t rely on ANYONE else to make you happy (momentarily sure like laughing at a joke or hearing a good song – but long-term satisfying happiness comes from within, from your actions and doings and thinking’s alike. )

I should probably be writing my ISSS paper but naw I feel like being all intellectual-ness,

Did you know I haven’t been alone for 5 years I’ve always have been with someone – friend family or bf. But to be really alone to have to deal with yourself – for me anyways it just turns into this ” why who where what how – life talk with myself”

Some negative, some positive.

I just came across a video on FB, please take 2.5 minutes to watch it.

http://www.upworthy.com/everything-wrong-with-the-world-in-25-minutes-sorry-if-this-offends-you?c=ufb1

Anyways I’m done my pondering for now- anyways for you guys. I’m gonna attempt homework.

Grumpy cat “Your life is sucks? GOOD.”

  If you don’t know what or who the grumpy cat is shame, shame on you.

Everyone keeps saying it’ll get better soon, and all I can think of is picture #2 below. No. It wont and if it does it doesn’t make up for everything that has happened. My dog ate my retainer, I ruined my hand, all I’m thinking is: What’s next?

The first photo represents my current situation. I hate mornings and having to wake up. And since I can’t do much I can’t wait to go back to bed.

I find that currently he represents me.

so an update on my little hand situation (for those of you who have no clue what I’m talking about visit here: http://wp.me/p2dJgx-3k ) I went to school yesterday and everything was fine and ok, I had emailed my teachers about it so they knew. And yes of course one teacher made a thing about it but it’s all good, just a little embarrassing. And as suspected I am a VERY SLOW  at typing, and I did not even try hand writing. actually I did for a friend I showed her how slow I write my name. Not fun.

Besides this, I will in fact call myself stupid because I keep unwrapping my hand , I know I’m not supposed to but it hurts and is so swollen and the only time I get relief is when It’s unwrapped with ice on it. I also keep by accident trying to use it and end up causing pain. I’m also a huge klutz, I’ve always been klutz but now with only one had available I tend to make more mess’s such as breaking glasses trying to make a coffee, hanging up a towel and knocking everything on my counter down, drop a pot and a  knife both almost on my toe and  you know just trip, fall, drop, walk into and everything else a klutz would do.

On the funnier side of things my boyfriend compare me to a squirrel who got hit by a car and is trying to help it’s self- I know twisted humour this morning. Context: I had 1/2 of my shirt on and was stuck and he had to help me continue to get ready. Ultimate fail, or even better fail whale. I’ll just shut up now.

I feel like I wouldn’t be able to get through this without a few things and they are (in no particular order…) My boyfriend, friends, comedy (or laughing at myself) of course my puppy and anyone who’s super supportive 🙂 (oh yess the mushiness of these comments)

As is everything’s hard to do and frustrating and if I can’t joke about it then there is absolutely no point. Lets hope nothing else happens till after the new year 🙂

(knocks on wood – I have such bad luck.)