So I just got done work and am relaxing, and thinking and so forth.
Christmas is how you make it really, if you think it’ll suck it will if you think it will be great it will be. And then there are people like me aha that are stuck in the middle, I think Christmas is great (besides the materialism aspect tho) I love the idea of seeing all your friends and family and just spending time together.
Now what I don’t like, really and its unchangeable is the fact that my mom is no longer here – over the last year I have taken this and used as a drive for my ambition – in a positive way. Being me I always try to be positive, and I achieved many goals over 2014.
But I really just was not feeling the whole Christmas spirit – until a rather small gesture kinda made my wholeee day :3 So this pretty-fucking-amazing-asfuck-guy gave me a call (well 3 calls actually); like I said rather small gesture but Jesus did it make my day. I was on time (kinda) for work and I had a perma-smile on my face. Like seriously guys you have no clue how amazing it was just to talk on the phone with someone whom you can’t see on Christmas that you care about.
Which brings me to the semi conclusion of this blog, small gestures guys- you don’t need to spend every last fuckin penny you have on someone to show them you care. All it took for me is a call and I’m on like cloud 9. Not to get corny or anything it’s the small things that count :3
Have a merry Christmas and remember that it’s not about what you get, it’s about what you do for others and what you give that matters the most, alongside the small things in life ; appreciate the people around you cherish every moment because one day they won’t be there. Also the small things ❤
Well folks as you may have previously read “Fiat” I was complete turned off by the fiats/smallcars/rollingdonuts haha that last one though.
Anyways I did consider other cars. I had already seen the cobalt but was not sure about it (until I drove it) and then it was like love. But before we jump forward – I was also considering a Subaru wrx and/or a srt4. But considering I didn’t take the time to find a nice Subaru and as for a srt4 I already have two neon’s a third would have been over kill even if it was boss. Now we can proceed with the cobalt part of this – went for a test drive and knew it was the one. haha that’s it. Like, I can’t even. Aw man it’s just perfect, bae.
May I add how everything is perfect, not a spot of rust, handling it is great. Shifter/clutch takes adjustment – considering I’ve been driving neons (before a civic and a hyandia excell) it was different, the cobalts very precise and the clutch well haha I stalled it on the first try -just the once- you live and learn come on hah. But its nothing like the other standards I’ve driven.
And I mean it’s just a load of glistening sexyness 🙂
Also “Check la wing” gosh my car for a car anyways has a nice backend :p
Advice of the day : Achieve your dreams mine was a sexyasfuckcar <— Done 😉
A reoccurring “problem” one may or may not say is french in my educational aspect of life.
Technically I would be graduating this upcoming December.
But I’m not, because I’m 3 french courses behind.
and one concentration.
like do I want to travel to Montreal in the harsh winter next year (2015).
I don’t know, I don’t know if I want to go to school – I’m not sure of what I want to do either.
I can tell you what I want in other aspects of my life for 2015: a horse, lose 20 lbs, be a health advice person (only if I achieve my goals) TRAVEL, RODEOS, TOMORROWLAND, SAVE Mula, Pay debt, Vegan.
yea so those are my goals / wants for 2015.
School just isn’t one of them and I know if I sign up and everything it will just end up being a waste of time because I won’t be into it and I rather wait until I take tourism or farming to get my french at the same time.
So since the fiat 500 came to Canada I think 2012 ? I’ve had a major crush on the car – I legitimately was convinced it was my dream car – and then the legendary Abarth came (haha) and I was set in stone in love. Did you know you can fall out of love easy ? (like in about 3.5 seconds love turns into “WhatTheFuckk”) Mind you I only tried a 2012 fiat 500 sport I was majorly disappointed with it. It just didn’t do it for me, it didn’t I don’t know have the kick I had wanted or like give me the omg feeling, or the chills, or the over enjoyment/turn on/excitement I was looking for. That I know cars can give me. YEP I went there – so essentially this was just the sport model but I dont have the interest in trying the Abarth anymore because it’s like 30k and I can get a car at 6-10k that I can like a hell of a lot more.
Another thing is that besides the engine (abarth model compared to sport) nothing much changes it’s still small like the other fiat and uncomfortable inside. It is just overall “meh”. I don’t know how else to explain it to you guys it just didn’t feel like the one – I mean I like my crappy ass neon better than this new car! GASP I know it’s terrible isn’t it ?
Also after this wake up call of “I don’t actually love what I had convinced myself I was in love with all this time” It was a complete mindfuck I was mad at myself for not liking something that I had for so damn long. I was really emotional (not crying and shit but mentally crying haha) it was just a disappointment.
on the upside :
See there is this Turbocharged SS Cobalt ❤ and I know I like it and I know I love it and I know it does so many things for me. Like I get overly happy about it, I dream about it, I think about it all the time (like imagining myself driving it :)) It’s like I have a crush on a car, I’m just hesitant to take the “step” plus it would be an only summer car.
Theres two I’m looking at one for 12k and one for 6k and there’s a huge difference between both. And I don’t know how long I would do payments for and so on I really want to 1) test drive it then 2) figure my shit out and buy it 3) and make a choice summer or all season (which depends on which car actually 12k summer 6 k all season.
So I think I’m going to buy it – I’m not sure when but at some point at time. I’m going to go test drive it soon.
I’m gonna continue saving my money.
I’m gonna stop buying restaurant (besides coffee) in attempts to bump up my savings 2k. I might go to a movie and a concert here and there but nothing to expensive. I really want to have my saving back up to 7k soon. And I want a nice car and to have cash to travel. Man I feel poor, I went down in money so quick(with duke getting sick and all and paying of 3k of debt) ! But I’m gonna back up there just as quick. 🙂 Watch me!
So Wednesday / Thursday-ish (the line is slightly blurry) I was basically in the mode of “fuck my life” and I had wrote a blog on EVERYTHING that was going wrong but then when I hit posted my computer went craycray and essentially lost the whole blog (not even a draft was saved) and being all frustrated and stuff I just said fuck it there’s better things to do then rewrite it (like nothingness). But since I had written that other post I’ve had the best of luck, or just a multitude of good/great things happen to me.
And today here’s the list of awesomeness:
Ugh, I got a free riding lesson, a pair of boots and gloves for winter.
I got a HUGE mirror and plywood to finish my repairs in my porch and supper from my aunt.
I made 40$ selling an old phone that I was keeping around until I could sell.
I got a weekend full of work which means more cash.
I got to go to an awesome concert (Brad paisley) and meet a new dude – was supper fun !
My porch is fully fixed and well done.
I’m sure there were more things but I can’t think of them but these were the best I could think of 🙂 But it’s weird how everything can be the worst and then it can be the best.